Ashes of Time

Temprature has returned to 36°C,didn’t feel good in dormitory,and there was also a bad mood today.Wish it will be cooller tomorrow!

    There are two translation lessons this morning,and also is a question for me during it to which I made a perfect answer at least I think was.I chose two English courses for the summer simester,at one hand I think it had been a long time since my last English lesson which seemed to be in my sophermore time and there should be something to be done to improve it,on the another hand I fiound there were only English lessons I liked to have on the course list from which we could chose our courses for summer simester.In actual fact I like English all the time,and it is also helped much in entrance examination of graduate.From junior midddle school to collage,there was always a very good English teacher for me,and I also did well in this subject which might be the drive for me to learn it better and also gave me much confidence!

The first time I listened to English song is in my junior middle school,some of them were songs of some classical moives which won the  Oscar prize,and others were also old and classical,the most famous one might be “Yesterday Once More”.After I entered senior middle school,my interests changed to some not-so-popular ones,Celine Dion’s voice is perfect,and some of her songs were written very well!

    I began to see movies of original sound after my entrance to collage,first just to improve my audition then I found out that the movies of original language express the feeling much better than the ones translated,and English sometime can express someting which can’t be done in Chinese,the best example should be the monolog of William Wallace before the battle in the movie “Breave Heart” which is my favourit:

    “Sons of Scotland, I am William Wallace.

    “Yes, I’ve heard. Kills men by the hundreds, and if he were here he’d consume the English with fireballs from his eyes and bolts of lightning from his ass. I am William Wallace, and I see before me an army of my countrymen here in defiance of tyranny. You have come to fight as free men, and free men you are. What would you do without freedom? Will you fight?

    “Ay, fight and you may die, run and you’ll live. At least a while. And dying in your beds many years from now, would you be willing to trade all the days from this day to that for one chance, just one chance to come back here and tell our enemies that they may take our lives, but they’ll never take our freedom. “

     Only one word can be say to this “GREAT”!

     May be just this make me love English!

Having just two translation lessons in the moring,I think I made good use of the left time:got up at 1:50 in the noon(much earlier than expected:),I began with my translation assignment.As I really ignore it after the lesson before last,and other student have handed in their’s,so I would do double jobs this time as there was a new assignment besides the first one.Up to 5:00 pm,there was still some work unfinished,but because of tired I began to see a movie as a ralex.its neme was “A River Runs Through It” directed by Robert Redford,and Brad Pitt is also the leader actor.it’s really a beautiful movie which made me to think about something.About 7:30,I began to read an article about Linux kernel from which I learn a lot about the principle of how this OS works,in actual fact I am preparing for the development of FreeBSD that I will do in my laboratory some time later.I long for it,I believe I can learn a lot during my job!

Examniations of last semester have already finished,after the small semester or just during it I’ll go to laboratory and begin my first project during my graduate learning.the kernel development of FreeBSD seems a challenge for me,what I’ve learned is just a little of programming under Linux,and few about kernel.I’ll spend to familar with this Unix OS,know its architecture,read its is kernel source code,and last do some change of it.though difficult,it seems a marvellous job because I have chance to do something really technical.so seize this chance and do full prepare for it!

早上去游泳了，感觉自己的体力真的不太行，游一个来回50米就感觉挺累了。看到一个mm游了五六个来回，真的很佩服。已经坚持每天晚上跑步有三个星期了， 感觉体力提高了不少，不过看来还远的很呢。不过游泳真的是一项很不错的运动，不但锻炼体力耐力，而且一点也不觉得热，在炎炎夏日应该是最好的锻炼方式了。 现在还缺一个泳镜，过两天去五道口看看去买一个！

北京这两天的气温一直徘徊在38°C，本来以为在火炉之一的济南呆了四年应该不具什么热了，不过还是有些受不了了，不过网上说济南有43°C，有些平衡，又有些担心她了，好在她是在宿舍呆不住的，出去找有空调的地方，倒是还有些放心了！
想到去年这个时候，什么事情都忙完了，是不是已经回家了已经记不请了，反正是在校的日子一般是不下楼的，一个是懒，一个也是没有地方去。尽管是在六楼，温 度比其它地方要高好几度，但是在电脑前一坐就是一天，吃饭的时候大家轮流下去买，提水也是轮流，最常吃的应该是北门的抄焖饼和手爪饼了吧，回学校的时候看 到北门那条街一片狼藉，想想当年的人头攒动熙熙攘攘，还真有些黍离之悲，毕竟在那里吃了三年，而且没有吃够！去年暑假在济南打工的时候，下午下班以后回到 学校也有七点多了，那时候吃饭有两个地方可以买，一般是从北门回来，买些手爪饼麻辣串或者是让那个福建人给炒个面条再加一份凉皮，回张栋他们宿舍一般只剩 下李晓杰在那里打有些了，吃过以后冲个凉就去教室上自习，说是上自习还不是去找丫丫，那段日子真的是又累又快乐，我会记住那个暑假的！

今天早上去找老卿谈了谈研究方向的事情，本来以为他会给我们做什么长篇大论提一些很有见地的看法，但是去了以后只是问我们想去什么组，然后他负责保证我们能去那个组，几句话就说完了。然后出来以后去实验室找老贺报告情况，等了半小时没有等到，让人以外的是碰到了一个山工的学长，他当时正出实验室要去wc，我一眼就看出来他是我们大一军训时候的助理辅导员，于是就上去给他答话，果然就是，聊了一会儿以后他给我要Email，我说你给我你的我给你发信，当他写完的时候我发现他原来就是B1组的负责人，呵呵，好巧啊，以后就跟着他混了！然后他进实验室给我拿了几张Free BSD的光盘让我回来装上熟悉熟悉！
世界还真小，竟然跟着大一时候的师兄干活，不知道进实验室之后会怎样，但是一定不能给师兄丢脸！

不知不觉又好长时间没有写日记了，我发现好像日记真的是只有心情不好的时候或者是百无聊赖的时候才想起去写的，可能是自己的心情无处发泄，有不想别人知道，所以就找个地方把它写出来，有时候还希望有一天某一个陌生人突然发现这些文字，然后称为素不谋面的知己，呵呵，扯远了！
今天的题目应该是和爱情有关的吧，其实说白了就是给自己暗示，让自己接受一个和自己现在的想法不太一致的观点。但是接受真理是需要一个过程的，可能也是慢慢长大成熟的过程吧。其实人都是有点贪的，可能是反映在不同的方面上，她的好像是在那些虚荣的东西上，有多少男孩子在追啊，可能还有好几个替补，不过只是个人的感觉，和她说的不一致，不过美女的话又有几句是真的呢。可能我的贪却反映在完全的占有，不允许有一点的不专心，而且还不想太主动，喜欢被人关心，然后被动的给人更多的关心。现在的感觉是觉得爱情像空气，一会儿少了不行，但是真的明明白白告诉我没了也能接受，毕竟自己的心理素质没有那么差。最难忍的不过“不确定”三个字。
回到正题上来吧，不管愿不愿意接受，自己还是接受吧，爱情确实是奢侈品，不是没有不行的东西，即使爱情还在这样的想法可能也会把它葬送，手里的沙子握的越紧可能漏的越快。可是自己却偏偏是那种什么事情都会认真的人，三心两意做不来，还是按自己的想法做吧，男人保持本色比什么都重要！